Please give me time.

Friends are treasures that should be kept and be given importance 'til the very end of your breath. And I'm pretty sure YOU'RE one of those friends.

I don't know where to start. I think it's better if I start with an apology. I'm SORRY. For all I've done that had hurt you, offended and the like. For not replying on your message that night. *sighs. It's so sad that this is happening. It's getting more absurd. More people are concerned and puzzled with the problem we have. Please don't give up on me. Please still treasure me though we're in this situation, 'cause I would, will and going to treasure through the rest of my life. (am i getting too emotional guys? *laughs)

and also, i won't promise we would be okay on your birthday. I really hope you would understand. It's hard. Please give me time. Time which i dont know when. I dont wanna rush. Talking to him and everything with still something bothering inside me. I wana treat him like the friend i had before. But as i promised to you that afternoon, i will really try. It's for you and for the both of us.

All of you. Thanks for being concerned. It really touched me. I didn't know that you would be concerned bout us two. I will really try. Please give me more time.

kjdc

Saturday. A day for going out with friends and relax. That's what I did but it wasn't relaxing, in fact it was tiresome. We played badminton. Tried out for commerce badminton team. Hopefully I'll be included even just a reserve 'cause I heard that non players will wear uniform the whole intramurals.

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I'm rich. I'm rich. I'm rich! I just harvested my vegetables in facebook and it really paid off big time.

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10 : 03 pm. Goodnight.

A million thanks.

Birds chirping. Dogs barking. Good morning. I thought sun's gonna start rising. It's still 4 am. Gotta go back to sleep.

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6:30 am. God! I'm not feeling well. Feels like I'm gonna burst. I can't take this anymore. Gotta get to the toilet. Ooops. *smiles

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11:20, location: wrockage yard. Hungry hungry hungry. Waiting for the most important subject and for the most damned teacher of all. I really hope we'll have a different teacher and being optimistic that I will not feel the way I felt just this morning. *chuckles

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Accounting 503. Grade boosters not included. Totally a big no no. Yes! Our teacher didn't remove the grade boosters! Oh yes oh yes OH YES! I am getting back what I said about sir Aviles. Thank you so much sir! Ü

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Hey hey. 4:10 in the aftey. Had fun playing pingp0ng with my friends. Ayala here I come.

Chardie, Gabz and JM. Thanks for the company in Greenwich, Ayala.

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Badminton practice was awesome! Though we didn't have enough shuttlecocks. Alec, haha. Thanks for convincing me (more like forcing! *laughs) to have dinner with you and others -Guin, Carl, Gibson and Aaron.
11 pm. Just got home. Excited for tomorrow's tryouts. Thank you God for this day.

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Goodnight.

First time in my life

Thursday. First time in my life to go to school partially complete. This is because I knew one of my cousins and uncles on my father's side. Result, I was not late in my Economics class. But unfortunately, our teacher is not around.

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Despite of the good happenings these past days, the havoc of our teacher and us, his students is starting to get serious. I heard he's going to remove the grade boosters. Hope this is not gonna happen.

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1:17 pm. Bored. Waiting for the next class. Camille asked about how I feel about our friend. My reply? Never. A dishonest answer. I miss my friend. But I'm afraid to make friends again for some personal reasons. Time. I just need time. Help me God.

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Theodoric Pepito. Teacher in our Accounting 505. He miraculously changed his teaching style. We all love his current technique. We can now understand his discussions. I want him to teach our Accounting 503.

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Calculus. The equation that I know now is: Calculus = Nosebleed. *laughs. Boomax I think drank coffee or something that made him so hyperactive because he really delivered his discussions full of energy. Full blast of energy which resulted to a very fast talking freak. *laughs again. Anyways, he made me awake.

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Instant messaging with Camille. She asked me when. I told her only time will tell. Reason? I want to treat him the same way I treated him before, a treatment, for me, of a best friend. But I can't do it now. If I try to force myself, it would result on, yes a friend but not the same way a treated him before. And Camille, please do understand him. May God help us both.

Goodnight.

My search for my other half is turning out good so far

Family. A mother, son and a FATHER. That's what makes a person. Unfortunately, I was born and grew up without even had given the chance of seeing, hearing and feeling the presence and love of my father. I was hoping that one day, God would give me the chance of meeting him. That day started yesterday when my newly known 2nd cousin, ezra, commented me on friendster. Throuh him, I gained communication with his father, tito Frederico which I learned that he and my father are 1st degree cousins. He promised to give me some of the pics of my father through the internet. At last, my long time search of my other half, my father, is starting to grow and will then bear the fruit of my success.