Please give me time.

Friends are treasures that should be kept and be given importance 'til the very end of your breath. And I'm pretty sure YOU'RE one of those friends.

I don't know where to start. I think it's better if I start with an apology. I'm SORRY. For all I've done that had hurt you, offended and the like. For not replying on your message that night. *sighs. It's so sad that this is happening. It's getting more absurd. More people are concerned and puzzled with the problem we have. Please don't give up on me. Please still treasure me though we're in this situation, 'cause I would, will and going to treasure through the rest of my life. (am i getting too emotional guys? *laughs)

and also, i won't promise we would be okay on your birthday. I really hope you would understand. It's hard. Please give me time. Time which i dont know when. I dont wanna rush. Talking to him and everything with still something bothering inside me. I wana treat him like the friend i had before. But as i promised to you that afternoon, i will really try. It's for you and for the both of us.

All of you. Thanks for being concerned. It really touched me. I didn't know that you would be concerned bout us two. I will really try. Please give me more time.

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